Dilimi kilitlemi\u015f d\u00fcnya… Kelimeler anlatmak istediklerimi anlatamasa da, bu aralar
\nusulca g\u00f6zlerimle anlatmay\u0131 se\u00e7iyorum.<\/p>\n
Otob\u00fcs penceresinden el sallayan bir \u00e7ocuk , beni tan\u0131masa da g\u00f6zleri ile hayk\u0131r\u0131yor…
\n– G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fece\u011fiz …<\/p>\n
Uzunca bir yol, elleri ile \u00e7ekmekte oldu\u011fu tekerlekli bir araba, tekerlekli arabada
\nutanarak giden ya\u015fl\u0131 bir baba … Yere bakan g\u00f6zlerini kald\u0131r\u0131p, g\u00f6zlerime
\nf\u0131s\u0131ld\u0131yor…
\n-G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fece\u011fiz …<\/p>\n
Ku\u015flar mevsimlerini bilip g\u00f6\u00e7e u\u011fratt\u0131lar beni, \u00f6t\u00fc\u015flerinden anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m kadar\u0131yla;
\n-G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fece\u011fiz …<\/p>\n
Kar kaplay\u0131p saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda topra\u011f\u0131, g\u00fcne\u015f ok\u015fayarak eritti\u011finde kar\u0131, bahar
\ngeldi\u011finde s\u00f6yledi\u011finde bahar\u0131, r\u00fczgar esip kurutup kopard\u0131\u011f\u0131nda yapra\u011f\u0131 sessizce
\nanlatt\u0131klar\u0131;
\n-G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fece\u011fiz …<\/p>\n
Bir anne ve g\u00f6z kapaklar\u0131 d\u00fcnyaya kapanm\u0131\u015f bir bebek… Annenin elinde g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131yla
\n\u0131slanm\u0131\u015f bir mendil…Toprak at\u0131l\u0131rken k\u00fcrek k\u00fcrek…Annenin g\u00f6zlerinde ki kelime;
\n-G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fece\u011fiz…<\/p>\n
Hi\u00e7 tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131m uzaklardan gelmi\u015f bir grup yolcu , dillerinde bilmedi\u011fim dualar,
\ny\u00fczlerinde tan\u0131d\u0131kt\u0131 tebess\u00fcm…Farkl\u0131 olsa da kelimeler,anla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z tek yer;
\n-G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fece\u011fiz…<\/p>\n
Gece karartt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda oday\u0131, g\u00fcne\u015f al\u0131p gitti\u011finde ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131… G\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcn yar\u0131n\u0131 olacakm\u0131\u015f
\ngibi kurgulad\u0131\u011f\u0131m da zaman\u0131… Uyku \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde g\u00f6zlerime, benim i\u00e7in \u00f6nemli olan\u0131,
\n\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fc\u011f\u00fc uykuyla susturdu\u011fumda…Al\u0131p verdi\u011fim her nefes sonras\u0131nda;
\n-G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fece\u011fiz…<\/p>\n
A\u015fuk ma\u015fuktan ge\u00e7erken, Mecnun Leyla’s\u0131n\u0131 Mevla’da bitirirken,Yunus a\u011flarken yane
\nyane, Mevlana ”hamd\u0131m,pi\u015ftim,yand\u0131m” diyerek d\u00fcnyadan ge\u00e7erken, her birinin de
\nzikretti\u011fi;
\n-G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fece\u011fiz…<\/p>\n
Adem Havva’dan ayr\u0131l\u0131rken, Meryem kelimesi \u0130sa’ya son kez bakarken, Fat\u0131ma, Hasan ve
\nH\u00fcseyin’i g\u00f6zlerinde ok\u015farken, Yakup g\u00f6zleriyle Yusuf’u \u00f6zlerken, i\u00e7lerinde
\nsaklad\u0131klar\u0131;
\n-G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fece\u011fiz…<\/p>\n
Ad\u0131m ad\u0131m yakla\u015f\u0131rken Kabe’ye, g\u00f6zlerin yerde…Aniden kald\u0131r\u0131p g\u00f6zlerini Kabe’ye,
\ng\u00f6zlerinde nedenini bilmedi\u011fin g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131n ile… Kabe’den uzakla\u015f\u0131rken g\u00f6zlerinden
\nd\u00f6k\u00fclen vedan\u0131n duas\u0131;
\n-G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fece\u011fiz…<\/p>\n
\u015eimdi bahar, kabul olmas\u0131n\u0131 istedi\u011fimiz duam\u0131z var.
\nG\u00f6remedi\u011fimiz y\u00fcze , duyamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z sese, hissedemedi\u011fimiz kokuya, anlayamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z
\ndile, \u015fefkate, merhamete, tevazuya, inceli\u011fe ihtiyac\u0131m\u0131z var.
\nGelip ge\u00e7en insanl\u0131\u011fa, \u00d6RNEK OLAN \u0130NSAN(sav)
\n\u015eimdi bahar, kabul olmas\u0131n\u0131 istedi\u011fimiz tek dua;<\/p>\n
G\u00f6zlerimiz g\u00f6zlerinizi g\u00f6remese de g\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcz g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc sizinle Efendim…
\nG\u00f6n\u00fcllerin bir oldu\u011fu yerde G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmek Duas\u0131 ile Efendim…
\nAmin<\/p>\n
(M\u0130HR\u0130CAN KESK\u0130N)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Dilimi kilitlemi\u015f d\u00fcnya… Kelimeler anlatmak istediklerimi anlatamasa da, bu aralar usulca g\u00f6zlerimle anlatmay\u0131 se\u00e7iyorum. Otob\u00fcs penceresinden el sallayan bir \u00e7ocuk , beni tan\u0131masa da g\u00f6zleri ile hayk\u0131r\u0131yor… – G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fece\u011fiz ……<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_bbp_topic_count":0,"_bbp_reply_count":0,"_bbp_total_topic_count":0,"_bbp_total_reply_count":0,"_bbp_voice_count":0,"_bbp_anonymous_reply_count":0,"_bbp_topic_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_reply_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_forum_subforum_count":0},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.mucize.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/532"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.mucize.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.mucize.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.mucize.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.mucize.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=532"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.mucize.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/532\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.mucize.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=532"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.mucize.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=532"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.mucize.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=532"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}