\u00dc\u015f\u00fcmesin diye \u00f6rterlermi\u015f \u00fczerini k\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131n, uyuyan\u0131n \u00fczerine kar ya\u011farm\u0131\u015f yoksa?Hasta olursa, ate\u015fler i\u00e7inde yanarsa, g\u00f6zlerini kapatmadan beklerlermi\u015f Fatma’n\u0131n anne ve babas\u0131. \u00d6rterlermi\u015f \u00fczerini, \u00fc\u015f\u00fcmesin diye Fatma’n\u0131n?
\n\u00d6rt\u00fcler, hi\u00e7 bu kadar \u0131s\u0131tmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ve \u00f6rt\u00fclere hi\u00e7 bu kadar hayret i\u00e7inde bakmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 Fatma?
\nDal\u0131nda duran bir portakal\u0131 incelemeye ba\u015flad\u0131 \u00f6nce, \u00f6rt\u00fcye b\u00fcr\u00fcnen portakala dikkatlice bakt\u0131? Tesett\u00fcr\u00fc i\u00e7inde gizli bir hazine bar\u0131nd\u0131ran portakala ula\u015fmak i\u00e7in onu Koruyan ve Kollayan\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc?
\nHamile bir bayan ge\u00e7iyordu yoldan, dikkatli bir \u015fekilde y\u00fcr\u00fcyordu, bebe\u011fini koruyan tesett\u00fcre bakt\u0131? Tesett\u00fcr paketinde gizli bir bilmeceydi bebek, Fatma buna da \u015fa\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.
\nSonra g\u00f6zlerini v\u00fccuduna \u00e7evirdi. Kan ve et y\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 olan v\u00fccuduna? Tesett\u00fcr\u00fc i\u00e7inde bilmedi\u011fi bir alem vard\u0131. Kalbini hi\u00e7 g\u00f6rmemi\u015fti mesela, midesi nas\u0131ld\u0131 bilmiyordu. Bedeni tesett\u00fcre b\u00fcr\u00fcnmeseydi, aynaya her bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda nas\u0131l g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc ki kendini?
\nKar ya\u011f\u0131yordu ve toprak k\u0131\u015fl\u0131k tesett\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fc giyiniyordu \u00fczerine, toprakta bir tesett\u00fcrd\u00fc. Mesela rahmetli dedesini sakl\u0131yor ve koruyordu? Toprak \u00f6yle bir tesett\u00fcrd\u00fc ki dedesinden hat\u0131ra kalan \u00e7i\u00e7ekleri k\u0131\u015flar\u0131 sakl\u0131yor ve her baharda \u00e7i\u00e7ekleri g\u00f6zlerinde g\u00fcld\u00fcrerek dedesini hat\u0131rlamas\u0131 i\u00e7in sobeliyordu.
\nAk\u015fam olmu\u015ftu g\u00f6zlerini bu sefer geceye \u00e7eviriyordu Fatma. \u0130nsanlar\u0131n uyumalar\u0131 gereken zaman aral\u0131\u011f\u0131nda karanl\u0131k bir perde \u00e7ekiliyordu, \u015fehir tesett\u00fcre b\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcyordu. Evin \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 yak\u0131yordu annesi ve evlerinin tesett\u00fcr\u00fc olan perdeleri \u00e7ekiyordu birer birer. Neden perdeleri vard\u0131r ki evlerin? Bunu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeye ba\u015flad\u0131 Fatma. Bir kez daha \u015fa\u015f\u0131rd\u0131, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcklerini d\u0131\u015far\u0131ya ta\u015f\u0131rmadan kendince tesett\u00fcre b\u00fcr\u00fcyormu\u015f Fatma?D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceler de tesett\u00fcrl\u00fc olurmu\u015f bunu anlad\u0131.
\n\u00d6zel olan her \u015feyin bir paketi vard\u0131? Ge\u00e7en ay annesine ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 hediyenin paketini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. Neden paketleriz ki hediyeleri diye sordu kendine. Babas\u0131na gelen davetiyelerin \u00f6zel zarflar\u0131 da \u00e7ok ho\u015f olurdu. Paketler \u00f6zel oldu\u011fumuzu hat\u0131rlat\u0131yordu t\u0131pk\u0131 do\u011fmam\u0131\u015f anne karn\u0131nda ki bebek gibi dedi ve heyecanland\u0131 Fatma. Hediyelerin tesett\u00fcr\u00fcym\u00fc\u015f paket diye mutlu oldu. <\/p>\n
Babaannesinin elinde ki Kur-an’\u0131n da bir paketi vard\u0131 ve itina ile a\u00e7ard\u0131 . Babaannesi eline Kur-an’\u0131 her ald\u0131\u011f\u0131nda g\u00f6zlerindeki ya\u015flar\u0131 anlayamazd\u0131 Fatma. Kur-an’\u0131n tesett\u00fcr\u00fc de kapa\u011f\u0131ym\u0131\u015f, onu a\u00e7\u0131nca gizli bir hazine ile ba\u015f ba\u015fa kal\u0131rm\u0131\u015f insan, t\u0131pk\u0131 babaannesi gibi?<\/p>\n
\u00d6l\u00fcleri neden kefenlerler diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc Fatma. \u00d6ld\u00fckten sonra bu ince d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnce \u00e7ok masumane? Bir kundak i\u00e7inde geldi\u011fimiz d\u00fcnyadan giderken, bir kefene b\u00fcr\u00fcnmek. Do\u011fumun tesett\u00fcr\u00fc kundak ve \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn tesett\u00fcr\u00fc de kefen? Anne ve babas\u0131na kundak i\u00e7inde Fatma’y\u0131 Veren, yan\u0131na al\u0131rken de bir kefen i\u00e7inde almas\u0131 ne ince bir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceydi. \u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcn tesett\u00fcr\u00fc de kefenmi\u015f diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc Fatma?<\/p>\n
G\u00fcnl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc ald\u0131 eline, tesett\u00fcr i\u00e7in d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcklerini yazmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Bir ara g\u00f6zleri televizyona ili\u015fti. Ay\u015fe’nin tesett\u00fcre bak\u0131\u015f a\u00e7\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 izledi. \u00dcz\u00fcld\u00fc Ay\u015fe’ye? Bu kadar basit tan\u0131mlanamaz tesett\u00fcr dedi. Kapad\u0131 defterini, \u00fc\u015f\u00fcmeyesin diye \u00fczerini \u00f6rten annesine sordu:<\/p>\n
-Anne ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00fc\u015f\u00fcmesin diye mi \u00f6rt\u00fcyorsun?
\n-Hay\u0131r tabii ki, inanc\u0131m gere\u011fi \u00f6rt\u00fcyorum. \u0130lk \u00f6nce “O” istedi\u011fi i\u00e7in?
\n-Ay\u015fe’ye de dua eder misin?
\n-Neden k\u0131z\u0131m?
\n-Tesett\u00fcr\u00fcn ne oldu\u011funu \u00f6\u011frensin diye…<\/p>\n
Annesi tebess\u00fcm etti ve \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 odas\u0131ndan.Fatma da Ay\u015fe’ye dua ederek g\u00f6zlerinin tesett\u00fcr\u00fc olan g\u00f6z kapaklar\u0131n\u0131 kapatarak \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn karde\u015fi olan uykuya dald\u0131. Sessizce m\u0131r\u0131ldand\u0131;
\n“Verilen \u00f6mr\u00fcn tesett\u00fcr\u00fc de \u00f6l\u00fcmd\u00fc”
\n…
\nMihrican KESK\u0130N<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u00dc\u015f\u00fcmesin diye \u00f6rterlermi\u015f \u00fczerini k\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131n, uyuyan\u0131n \u00fczerine kar ya\u011farm\u0131\u015f yoksa?Hasta olursa, ate\u015fler i\u00e7inde yanarsa, g\u00f6zlerini kapatmadan beklerlermi\u015f Fatma’n\u0131n anne ve babas\u0131. \u00d6rterlermi\u015f \u00fczerini, \u00fc\u015f\u00fcmesin diye Fatma’n\u0131n? \u00d6rt\u00fcler, hi\u00e7 bu kadar…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_bbp_topic_count":0,"_bbp_reply_count":0,"_bbp_total_topic_count":0,"_bbp_total_reply_count":0,"_bbp_voice_count":0,"_bbp_anonymous_reply_count":0,"_bbp_topic_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_reply_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_forum_subforum_count":0},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.mucize.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/522"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.mucize.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.mucize.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.mucize.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.mucize.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=522"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.mucize.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/522\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.mucize.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=522"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.mucize.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=522"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.mucize.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=522"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}