Yine sana seslenece\u011fim<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Senin kim oldu\u011funu hi\u00e7 bilmeden<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Senin kim oldu\u011funu en \u00e7ok bilerek<\/p>\n
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\u0130syankar zambaklar\u0131n \u00e7\u0131lg\u0131n nil\u00fcferlerin<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
D\u00f6rt nala a\u00e7an kiraz \u00e7i\u00e7eklerinin<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Dudak k\u0131vr\u0131mlar\u0131na yolda\u015f olaca\u011f\u0131m<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Sar\u0131 bir h\u00fcz\u00fcn k\u0131z\u0131l bir gurur<\/p>\n
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Ve siyah bir \u00f6fkeyle konu\u015faca\u011f\u0131m sana<\/p>\n
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………..<\/p>\n
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Sana oklardan de\u011fil yaydan bahsedece\u011fim<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
G\u00fcl\u00fcn dikenlerinden de\u011fil<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
G\u00fclleri ve dikenlerini do\u011furmaktan yorulmayan<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Topraktan s\u00f6z a\u00e7aca\u011f\u0131m<\/p>\n
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Akan su gelmeyecek kelimelerime<\/p>\n
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Suyu \u015fefkatle kucaklayan sessiz ta\u015flar\u0131n can\u0131n\u0131 yakan damlalar\u0131 dinlendirece\u011fim<\/p>\n
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…………<\/p>\n
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Yine sana seslenece\u011fim<\/p>\n
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Senin kim oldu\u011funu hi\u00e7 bilmeden<\/p>\n
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Bilmek istemeden<\/p>\n
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………<\/p>\n
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Alaattin’in sihirli lambas\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131kan cin bana gelseydi<\/p>\n
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Ve ne dilersem dilememi isteseydi<\/p>\n
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Hi\u00e7bir \u015feyi elde etmeyi dilemezdim<\/p>\n
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Bir \u015feyden vazge\u00e7meyi isterdim sadece<\/p>\n
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Hayatta bir \u015feyden vazge\u00e7mek lutfedilseydi<\/p>\n
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Bedeli her \u015feyim olsa bile<\/p>\n
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Sana seslenmekten vazge\u00e7mek isterdim<\/p>\n
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Garip de\u011fil mi sana seslenmekten vazge\u00e7ti\u011fimi<\/p>\n
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Bundan ho\u015fland\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorsun belki de<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Oysa sana seslenmek b\u00fct\u00fcn hesaplar\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm bu d\u00fcnyadaki<\/p>\n
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Tek geride kalm\u0131\u015f hesap benim i\u00e7in<\/p>\n
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Bu d\u00fcnyadaki tek y\u00fck<\/p>\n
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Bu sesleni\u015fin kalbini avucumda tutabilmek<\/p>\n
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K\u00fcrek mahkumu i\u00e7in k\u00fcrek neyse<\/p>\n
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Benim i\u00e7in de sana seslenmek o<\/p>\n
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Bir yandan gemiyi ufka ula\u015ft\u0131rman\u0131n tek yolu<\/p>\n
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\u00d6b\u00fcr yandan bileklerimden s\u0131zan kanlar\u0131n<\/p>\n
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G\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fc i\u015fgale y\u00f6nlendi\u011fi bir rotan\u0131n can suyu<\/p>\n
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Oysa ben sana k\u00fcreklerden de\u011fil gemiden bahsetmek isterdim<\/p>\n
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Atalar\u0131m bana kad\u0131nlara g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc<\/p>\n
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Gemileri ve yelkenleri anlatmay\u0131 \u00f6\u011frettiler<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Sen k\u00fcrekleri ya\u011fl\u0131 urganlar\u0131<\/p>\n
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Geceyi siyaha g\u00f6men f\u0131rt\u0131nalar\u0131 \u00f6\u011fretmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorsun<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Sana ellerimle dokunarak g\u00f6zlerimle ok\u015fayarak<\/p>\n
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G\u00f6stermek isterdim<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
R\u00fczgarla \u015fi\u015fen beyaz yelkenleri<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Ama senin vaktin yoktu<\/p>\n
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Ben bunu hi\u00e7 anlayamad\u0131m<\/p>\n
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Kavmimin kad\u0131nlar\u0131 bana \u00f6\u011fretmediler ki<\/p>\n
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Baz\u0131 kad\u0131nlar\u0131n beyaz g\u00fcvercinlerden daha \u00e7ok<\/p>\n
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Siyah apoletleri sevebilece\u011fini<\/p>\n
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………….<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Sana sesleniyorum<\/p>\n
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Ve g\u00f6zlerin bileklerimden parmak u\u00e7lar\u0131ma kadar<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Toplanm\u0131\u015f kan p\u0131ht\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 seyrediyor<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
K\u00fcrekleri b\u0131rakam\u0131yorum<\/p>\n
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\u00d6nce y\u00fcceltti\u011fin sonra terketti\u011fin a\u015fk\u0131n onuru i\u00e7in<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Kalemi bir an elimden d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrm\u00fcyorum<\/p>\n
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Ankara Kalesi\u2019nin \u00f6n\u00fcnde<\/p>\n
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Sana sesleniyorum<\/p>\n
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…………..<\/p>\n
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Benden ka\u00e7\u0131p cennete gitmek isteseydin<\/p>\n
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Seni cennetin kap\u0131s\u0131na kadar g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fcm<\/p>\n
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Bana gelmek i\u00e7in seni korkutan cehennem olsayd\u0131<\/p>\n
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Cehennemle konu\u015furdum Seni ona anlatabilirdim<\/p>\n
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Oysa sen ne cenneti isteyecek kadar a\u015f\u0131k oldun<\/p>\n
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Ne de cehennemi isteyecek kadar ayr\u0131l\u0131k<\/p>\n
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Seviyorum seni ama dedin<\/p>\n
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Ho\u015f\u00e7akal diye ekledin<\/p>\n
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\u015eimdi gitmeye mecburum<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Belki yine gelirim, umar\u0131m gelirim<\/p>\n
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Son s\u00f6z\u00fcn oldu<\/p>\n
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Cennet ve cehennemin dillerini<\/p>\n
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Sava\u015f naralar\u0131n\u0131 ve a\u015fk \u015fiirlerini<\/p>\n
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Gazelleri ve bolerolar\u0131 \u00f6\u011freten atalar\u0131m<\/p>\n
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Senin s\u00f6zlerinin anlam\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011fretmediler<\/p>\n
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Hi\u00e7bir \u015fey s\u00f6ylemeden gittin<\/p>\n
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Ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n dilsiz oldu\u011funu ben senden \u00f6\u011frendim<\/p>\n
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Dilsiz olan\u0131n ya\u015fayabilece\u011fini sen \u00f6\u011frettin bana<\/p>\n
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Ve kalemime ilk defa yavan g\u00f6zlerle bakt\u0131n<\/p>\n
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Yine yeniden sadece sana seslenece\u011fim<\/p>\n
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M\u00fcebbet bir a\u015fk d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda<\/p>\n
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Bildi\u011fim t\u00fcm duygular\u0131m\u0131 terkedece\u011fim<\/p>\n
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Sana seslenece\u011fim yine<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Seni sadece kuru bir sevgiyle de\u011fil<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Derin bir h\u00fcz\u00fcnle binlerce y\u0131ll\u0131k bir gururla<\/p>\n
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Ve pervas\u0131z bir \u00f6fke ile sevdi\u011fimi duyumsuyor musun<\/p>\n
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M\u00fctevazi bir sevgiyle de\u011fil<\/p>\n
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K\u00fcstah bir a\u015fkla sevdim seni<\/p>\n
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Ben Osmanl\u0131 gibi<\/p>\n
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Kollar\u0131m\u0131n yeti\u015femedi\u011fi bir a\u015fk\u0131 kucaklamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rken<\/p>\n
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\u00d6len k\u00f6pr\u00fclerin \u00fclkesindeki Venedikteki son sanca\u011f\u0131<\/p>\n
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K\u0131\u015f\u0131n \u00fc\u015f\u00fcmemek i\u00e7in \u015fal yapt\u0131n kendine<\/p>\n
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Neden bilmiyorum \u00f6zlemin art\u0131yor i\u00e7imde<\/p>\n
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Zaman ge\u00e7tik\u00e7e eksilir demi\u015ftim oysa<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Atalar\u0131m\u0131n \u00f6\u011frettiklerine\u00a0 ters d\u00fc\u015fse de<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Sana inan\u0131r\u0131m bilirsin<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Zamanla unutursun demi\u015ftim<\/p>\n
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Niye daha derinle\u015fiyor \u00f6yleyse<\/p>\n
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Derinle\u015fiyor \u00f6zlemin<\/p>\n
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Ve g\u00f6nl\u00fcmde bir i\u00e7 sava\u015fta d\u00f6k\u00fclen kanlar\u0131<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Co\u015fturuyor ayr\u0131l\u0131k s\u00f6zlerin<\/p>\n
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\u00d6fkelerimin kararl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
A\u015fka kat\u0131k ederek konu\u015faca\u011f\u0131m<\/p>\n
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Bedenim bu d\u00fcnyay\u0131 terkedene kadar<\/p>\n
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…………<\/p>\n
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\u00d6yle san\u0131yorum ki<\/p>\n
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H\u00fcz\u00fcnle ve ac\u0131yla pek bar\u0131\u015f\u0131k olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7in<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Benden uzun ya\u015fayacaks\u0131n<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Benden sonra kelimelerim gelecek g\u00f6nl\u00fcne<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Onlar\u0131n benden geldi\u011fini bir tek sen bileceksin<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
K\u00fcstah bir a\u015fkla sevece\u011fim seni<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Ben sava\u015f ve \u00f6l\u00fcmle ha\u015fir ne\u015fir olan<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Kelimeler d\u0131\u015f\u0131ndakileri unutmaya gayret edece\u011fim<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
\u00d6mr\u00fcn geri kalan\u0131nda<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Sana seslenece\u011fim yine<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Ben seni beyrut gibi sevdim ama<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Sana ne Ma\u011fribi ne de Manhatten’i anlatamad\u0131m<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Ba\u011fdat ve \u015eam’\u0131 i\u015fgale yeltenmi\u015fken<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Venedik’ten gelen ihanet tarumar etti ordular\u0131m\u0131<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Sar\u0131 bir keder, k\u0131z\u0131l bir kibir, siyah bir isyanla konu\u015faca\u011f\u0131m sana<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Senin kim oldu\u011funu hi\u00e7 bilmeden<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
A\u011flayan zambaklar\u0131n dudak k\u0131vr\u0131mlar\u0131na yolda\u015f olaca\u011f\u0131m<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Senin kim oldu\u011funu en \u00e7ok bilerek<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Kavmimin bana vaadetti\u011fi t\u00fcm a\u015fklar\u0131 terkedece\u011fim<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
M\u00fcebbet bir a\u015fk, Sar\u0131 bir h\u00fcz\u00fcn<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
K\u0131z\u0131l bir gurur ve siyah bir \u00f6fkeyle konu\u015faca\u011f\u0131m<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Bu d\u00fcnyay\u0131 terketme m\u00fcjdesi gelene kadar<\/p>\n
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……….<\/p>\n
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H\u00fczn\u00fc, gururu ve \u00f6fkeyi bilseydin ke\u015fke<\/p>\n
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H\u00fczn\u00fcm\u00fcn beni a\u015fan ta\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131<\/p>\n
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Gururumun binlerce y\u0131l \u00f6nceden miras kalm\u0131\u015f hoyratl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
\u00d6fkelerimin hi\u00e7bir zaman sona ermeyecek ve azalmayacak kararl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Anlayabilseydin<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Anlatabilirdim sana<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Seninle ya\u015fanan bir a\u015fktan sonra<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm bile olsa<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Mavi bir \u00f6l\u00fcm olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
\u00d6mer \u00c7EL\u0130K<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Yine sana seslenece\u011fim Senin kim oldu\u011funu hi\u00e7 bilmeden Senin kim oldu\u011funu en \u00e7ok bilerek \u0130syankar zambaklar\u0131n \u00e7\u0131lg\u0131n nil\u00fcferlerin D\u00f6rt nala a\u00e7an kiraz \u00e7i\u00e7eklerinin Dudak k\u0131vr\u0131mlar\u0131na…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_bbp_topic_count":0,"_bbp_reply_count":0,"_bbp_total_topic_count":0,"_bbp_total_reply_count":0,"_bbp_voice_count":0,"_bbp_anonymous_reply_count":0,"_bbp_topic_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_reply_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_forum_subforum_count":0},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.mucize.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/204"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.mucize.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.mucize.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.mucize.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.mucize.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=204"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.mucize.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/204\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.mucize.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=204"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.mucize.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=204"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.mucize.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=204"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}