{"id":1359,"date":"2013-01-29T01:09:18","date_gmt":"2013-01-28T23:09:18","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.mucize.net\/blog\/?p=1359"},"modified":"2013-01-29T01:09:18","modified_gmt":"2013-01-28T23:09:18","slug":"allahim-gunahlar-dilimi-tuttu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.mucize.net\/blog\/allahim-gunahlar-dilimi-tuttu.html","title":{"rendered":"Allah&#8217;\u0131m, g\u00fcnahlar dilimi tuttu"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>Yazan: Sevgi<br \/>\nNerden: izmir<br \/>\nYa\u015f: 30<br \/>\nvakit: Per\u015fembe, 05.Nisan, 2007 &#8211; 13:02<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Allah\u0131m, g\u00fcnahlar dilimi tuttu. Emrine kar\u015f\u0131 itaatsizli\u011fim, utanc\u0131mdan ne diyece\u011fimi bilemez hale getirdi. \u015eiddetli gaflet sesimi k\u0131st\u0131. Rahmet kap\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131yorum. Ba\u015fka kap\u0131 bilmedi\u011fim i\u00e7in rahmet kap\u0131n\u0131 \u0131srarla \u00e7al\u0131yorum. Bir \u00e7ocu\u011fun anne babas\u0131n\u0131n \u015fefkatlerine dokunduracak kadar s\u0131zlan\u0131p durmas\u0131 gibi, \u0131srarla \u00e7al\u0131yorum. Ey \u0131srarla istekte bulunanlar\u0131n \u0131srar\u0131, kendisini usand\u0131rmayan. Ey kendisini arayanlara kap\u0131s\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131k olan. Ey gizli s\u0131r ve kayg\u0131lar\u0131 bilen. Ey deste\u011fi olmayanlar\u0131n deste\u011fi, dayana\u011f\u0131 olmayanlar\u0131n dayana\u011f\u0131, \u00f6v\u00fcnecek bir\u015feyi olmayanlar\u0131n \u00f6v\u00fcnc\u00fc, imdada ko\u015facak kimsesi olmayanlar\u0131n kimsesi, yard\u0131mc\u0131s\u0131 olmayanlar\u0131n yard\u0131mc\u0131s\u0131 olan Allah\u0131m. Yard\u0131m et, zira ma\u011flup oldum. Nefsime ma\u011flup oldum, yard\u0131m et Allah\u0131m. Sokaklara ma\u011flup oldum, yard\u0131m et Allah\u0131m. Kibire, makama, \u015f\u00f6hrete ma\u011flup oldum, yard\u0131m et Allah\u0131m. Beni nefsimle bir an olsun ba\u015f ba\u015fa b\u0131rakma, yoksa beni zaaf, peri\u015fanl\u0131k, g\u00fcnah ve hatalar i\u00e7erisinde b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015f olursun. Senin rahmetinden ba\u015fka vesikam yok..<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Yazan: Sevgi Nerden: izmir Ya\u015f: 30 vakit: Per\u015fembe, 05.Nisan, 2007 &#8211; 13:02 Allah\u0131m, g\u00fcnahlar dilimi tuttu. Emrine kar\u015f\u0131 itaatsizli\u011fim, utanc\u0131mdan ne diyece\u011fimi bilemez hale getirdi. \u015eiddetli gaflet sesimi k\u0131st\u0131. Rahmet&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_bbp_topic_count":0,"_bbp_reply_count":0,"_bbp_total_topic_count":0,"_bbp_total_reply_count":0,"_bbp_voice_count":0,"_bbp_anonymous_reply_count":0,"_bbp_topic_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_reply_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_forum_subforum_count":0},"categories":[1],"tags":[8,80],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.mucize.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1359"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.mucize.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.mucize.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.mucize.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.mucize.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1359"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.mucize.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1359\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.mucize.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1359"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.mucize.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1359"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.mucize.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1359"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}